Tired

Tonight I sit here wondering what happened to my one day off !! I blinked Friday afternoon and now its Saturday night. All my friends at work and at church all seem to have the same problem. We are all too tired. This world and its consumer mentality has placed us all in a fast paced free for all train wreck. I don't think we realize we really don't have to do all the things we do ! Some necessities are inevitable but most of the stress and full calender we put on ourselves. What if we all decided to slow down and enjoy the journey instead of hang on for the ride !! I for one am ready to get off the ride and give more time to God , family and friends, you know the important things in this brief existence before eternity. Just a thought . What if ??
Peace and Love
Jeff

Back in the world

After being back at work for a month I am sure now that something is changing. I spend from 7:15 am to6:30 pm Monday thru Friday and 745 am to 5:30 pm Saturday in a service world that has no meaning except repairing and selling cars. This is not where I feel at peace. I have had a few ministry opportunities and have enjoyed those, but this is not where I am supposed to be. I have had one day off in 32 days !! Sunday is actually a work day that I enjoy. It has it break from 12 to 3:30 but doesn't feel like work. I am so out of place back in the world I know its only a matter of time and I will be able to do the work that is my hearts desire !!
Peace and Love
Jeff

We are "The Church"

I missed this morning at my home church to help a friend do a second annual memorial service for Ryan Bard. He was a young man who lost his life in a terrible race car accident two years ago here in Abilene. Ryan was a believer and I understand often shared his faith. I never met him but have met his family. They are wonderful people who love the Lord. Jack ask us last year if we would help him with a worship service at the race track where Ryan passed away and we did it again this year. I always feel like I'm missing something when I miss my home church services. As much as I don't like that feeling it was worth it today. After we played I am sitting back watching Jack "preach" in a way only he could to a crowd that probably wouldn't show up at a church building. I have known the scripture "We are the Body of Christ" and" We are the Church ", but there was something about this morning where Jack made it come to life. It was a true blessing to watch and be part of. We really are the Body of Christ wherever we go. Thank you God for a great morning.
Peace and Love
Jeff

What !!!

What a deal !!!! I went back to work after almost a year off due to hip surgery. My local bosses hired me back as an Assistant Service Manager in charge of running the shop. Its really an awesome deal. A technician who hurts himself and can no longer be a tech usually is just outta luck.So I'm blessed. I've been back for four days and I am sitting in my bosses office and up pops this urgent e-mail regarding me!! I ask him to open it and it says "In regards to Mr. Hargroves re-employment we have not heard from his treating doctor concerning his work restrictions.We are concerned we cannot offer him a job if his restrictions are permanent ".What !!!! My local bosses said I had a job and now corporate sends an e-mail with this !!!Workman's comp has stopped my temporary income benefits because "my employer" said they had a position for me. So now what ?? I don't know and neither do they . I guess I will find out tomorrow. Just another bump in this long and winding year long road, God has a plan , I will keep you posted and let you know what it was !!!

Just a Thought

I know God wants me full time, Its a spiritual truth that as we go we are to make disciples. If God lives in me and He spoke everything into existence then its time for me to speak. My heart is to help people struggling and I have done that at the workplace, at home and many other venues. Now it is time for me to be a full time employee of the Creator of all things. I proclaim in Jesus' name JesusCrawl ministries to be a success, to financially support my family while we help those trying to recover their lives. I believe even if nobody reads this it will be spoken through this technology. I believe all things that need to happen will now transpire. I am sitting at my desk at church. That statement itself is a miracle so I know God is still in the miracle business.
Peace and Love ---I pray for Jesus to be Lord of all things in my life.....Amen
Jeff

It Ain't About Us

Whenever I get nervous about speaking in front of a large crowd or playing a new song for the first time my comfort comes from saying "it's not about me". The truth is its all about glorifying God and allowing Him to work through me. God equips the called He doesn't call the equipped. This same theory holds true to the board meeting I just left ! Its amazing the opinions that fly around !! People putting God in a box or putting man made "rules" in affect by a vote of men. God always shows up no matter what rules or regulations we put on a three day event. I said I wasn't going to get involved at this level again but It came down to If I don't no one else would. So I learn to separate politics from His work. Cause It Ain't about us.....
Peace and Love
Jeff

Good People-Bad Things

Sometimes I wonder why bad things happen to good people ? When close friends are in pain or sick, when good Christian people die young or suddenly, these are times that get me thinking and searching. My wife and I had the cancer scare last year. Many times I find myself asking why ? I have seen in the last year several close friends loose loved ones. I have seen amazing Christian people go through terrible times. I have seen alcoholics and addicts destroy their lives. Why ? I don't know ! What I do know is that I also have witnessed awesome men and women put their faith into action. In the middle of adversity, devastation and fear I have seen people praising God and sharing their faith through their actions. We live in a fallen world that the enemy has control of but we are not of this world. We are aliens in this world. No matter what happens to us here we know we have eternal Salvation through Jesus Christ. We have fellowship, friends and family for support and the Word of God for comfort. I believe that is why the armor of God has the helmet of Salvation, it covers our head or thoughts. We can take comfort in knowing God is in control and pray for our brothers and sisters. So I guess I don't have to know why , I just have to have faith and trust. So as we all go through our stuff know that Jesus Loves you and I Love you ! Good Things

Peace and Love
Jeff